A Psalm

The other night I was thinking about you.

Your warmth, love, and authority.
I owe everything to you...
everything that I own,
everyone that I have,
and every dream that I dream.

You are responsible for my life and I am grateful,
but is it wrong to want more?

I have been blessed so much,
yet I still ask for more.
Sometimes I feel like I am asking for to much,
yet at other times not enough.

You are creater of all things and therefore
I should ask you for everything,
but sometimes I feel like I dont deserve it.

In fact I never deserve any blessing that you give me,
but I still expect them because I know that you love me.

Regardless I still look up into the sky and ask for your guidence and for your blessing.

I rest myself in your arms of grace, knowing that you will make me whatever it is that I am to be.

Though I grow impatient, you are patient with me.

I am constantly unfaithful, but you beleive in me.

I cant see past this very hour,
but you see everything that has happened,

is happening,

and will happen.

In you I will trust.